The Search: Act 6(last) > Failed this Story

Here i am, finally back after about 1 month, felt so depressed and kinda sad, because i stopped for a long time,and it's a long~ time,so i failed to continue this story...and this, was one of my story that fails for the 1st time...title:The Search. Hope my dear viewer can understand how busy i am during those assignment days. No worry guys and gals, my inspiration and thinking comes most of the time, my mind often full of word and i always like to share it to all my friend, lol...so, someday, i will start blogging often and create another story of mine...haha, hope my viewer will like it and support my blog... i will be glad to have ur comment even it is bad..but i dun think there will be any bad comment, right? lolx.. Okay then, i'll stop here and end the story of "The Search"...> http://www.singlegeministory.blogspot.com/ (started)...lol^^XD

The Search: Act 5> un-frozen-able time

2.25pm... I...finally discover 1 way to get to those answers i wanted...it's just a way...not the only way...time.. as time goes by, everything change, every secrets appear slowly in front your eyes or maybe through your ears... why...? cause... as a example, the one u love that u haven't tell he/her how much u love him/her, appeared in front of eye, holding hands with the other person... and u had ensure that the person did't have any brother or sister...at this moment, the answer revealed, what can u do is just turn around and cry inside your heart... Someone thinks that time is cruel or maybe someone thinks that time is a angel that helps u reveal the truth so u won't fall deeper into a trap... 2:35pm...as for me..i think i have to let the time help me...help me the find a chances ,help me reveal the truth, to know that is my angel or princess had already appear without my notice... but still, i'm counting on time and the effort of myself... i hope when the right time comes, i'll be happy...happy to see a double shadow along the street, and to see a complete heart shape... i dun care...how lonely am i, how useless am i, how stupid am i, how confuse am i... i don't care, because... i'm clear, as time goes by, i'll slowly gain more experiences, and slowly changes myself...i just had to wait...wait for the right time match with my effort....to had a wonderful perfect ending...happily ever after...... End at 2:50pm..proven that time are alway flowing...

The Search: Act 4>Nightlife

Recently, i feel i'm becoming a vampire, very weak in the morning and very active in the night... Hmm.. is there gonna be many 'vampire' among my friends? Ya, absolutely, why? this what i called college life changes our normal life... stressing everyday and then rushing assignment here and there...especially for those lazy and last-minute people like me...as known as the ''super vampire''... can stay the whole night without sleeping...but, 1 important message to all, sleep after 2~3am is very unhealthy , don't let it be your habit, u'll regret like me, i'm trying my best to sleep as early as possible... Every night, i sit in front of my PC, starring close and slowly my eyes goes blur and more blur...alone downstairs with a dimmed light, everything just seems to be very silent and quiet....and most of the time, my mind gives me quite many inspiration or thinking during these time... Think a lot of things, friends,studies,assignment,games and love....being very very EMO at this time, many thinking makes my confusing and complicating... adding so much stress for myself letting myself headache many times...No strong reason...just... that's who am i and what i wanted to do... Being myself all the time but still sometimes influences by friends... Honestly, i still didn't get it, who am i really is and what i suppose to do??? I kinda get some part of the answers myself,not all, but i really can't explain it out....speechless..... ><

The Search: Act 3> Saved file

Loading...... Hmm.., i wonder...do human's memory had something common with the PC..? memory,data,files,speed,connection...and more... Nope...i won't agree with that fully... but will agree almost half... get it?? Nevermind.. I'll try to use PC computerize style to describe the life of mine...Okay.... for me..everything i learned or been through, will be file up in a folder, every folder represents what i do everyday, eat,bath,sleep,watching tv,sleeping and so on...make it easy,daily activities i normally do... And...some other files were kept in 'my computer' . There're 2 program inside 'my computer', ''Hard Disk C:'' and "Hard Disk D:" ...and 1 of it keep those file related to relatives and family, and the other file keep those file related to friends and lover... then...inside those hard disk contain files that contain data, and if, something complicated...it will saved deep inside a files containing many files that contain complicated data... erm...can get what i mean??... Next, i called it the corrupted 'recycle bin', deleting things or some unused data such as your bad past life... but, u can just delete it and put them into recycle bin, and u can't clean the recycle bin unless u lost your memory...cause sometime u may like to restore back into your files...Last, as for games and application in PC, represents your free time with your friends, 'yam cha', play basketball, watch movie, jogging or something fun... As for the virus that corrupt your life..that's your problem, and u are also an Anti-virus, u must solve it your own, why i say that? because... that's what u created...Damn it... i also not sure what am i talking about..lol forget it if you can't get it. Okay...that all i can describe... wait! 1 more, Internet Explorer=my hobby,parts of my life that helps make connect to everyone... and many more... OMG! what a long passage><><....

The Search: Act 2>Restless Tired,Very..

...Seriously, my eyes going to close soon, very tired...so heavy...every movement slows down, every action... Here's how my title explains about...

Saturday, full day working as part-time job at a big mall, what i have to do? stand and non-stop promoting, resting time, not short not long, and by the way, very hard to being lazy awhile sitting down, because for me, spies are everywhere while u work, so scary..lol Okay, finally at last i done a quite well job doing a not bad business... And then, go drink tea a Indian's Corner ...chatting and joking even it's a lame joke we just share it...after that went back pick my cloths ant went to my friend's house ,stay over 1 night...because tomorrow is a big day... 12 hours working+2 hours morning prepare+ 1 hour drink tea+ 3 hours night still online+ 1 hour chatting in room=1 hour time sleep and rest, cause we have to wake up early about 5am... Directly to the point, we have a basketball game at Times Square about 9am...

After we reach our destination... crowded... Darn, my eye can't take it anymore... dun wanna explain too much.. ..........(skipped unnecessary parts)...........At last, even we lose the match, we are still happy cause at least we tried our best to defeat the pros and spent time together with friends chatting and gossiping at there... what a wonderful day.....

Finally, after i reach home with empty stomach, i was so lucky to see pizza and KFC on the table behind, mum and dad out, that food was a gift by my neighbors, so good..lol, 4 piece hawaiian pizza and 1 chicken drumstick, phew...satisfication.... nice and yummy...

YEAH~! last paragraph, i'm going to stop ASAP. Good night my fellow friends...hope u like it....zzzz....Nearly sleep infront of the PC><...Battery left 2%...BYE~~~

The Search: Act 1>another life story again

Finally the heavy cooling rain with little strong lightning...stopped... My 1st chapter starts here... Recently, too much, too much...thing for me to think...damn headache, almost wanna drown myself in a deep blue sea... and those thing i think about, it's just like a very deep jungle with thick bushes and trees, thorns and wild animal, swamp and traps everywhere...my mission....journey of searching the last piece of the heart puzzle, location..., the deepest point inside the jungle...wow, god, i'll die anytime, anywhere inside there... What the Hxxx! why am i doing this to myself, moron argh~!! damn, assignment stress+feeling stress+confusing stress+complicated stress= Fxxking Stress.. Phew... sorry for those bad words... Haih, since this is the 1st story, i just describe what am i feeling NOW~! the next chapter will be a little different from this... Before i go, the last word in my mind now is "i watched the huge shady grey sky, i'll wait...wait until the bright blue sky appear, will i... have the courage the fly as high as possible with my wings or i can't even have a wings for me to fly...."

Another story...( Sorry for the long passage, hope u have time to read it..)

Hey guys and gals... it's been quite a long time i stopped update...something goes wrong with me between those days...forget about it... I always felt like...there's many thing, many thoughts, many words inside my mind, confusing me sometimes... so, i found some ideas to let myself feel a bit relaxing so that i won't overload my files in my mind, by sharing it in my blogger... and i...just hoping everyone who view my blog, will enjoy viewing it, read it, understand it or share some ideas with me..and that will make me very happy...

Recently, i enjoy being EMO, a.k.a emotional, why? because... the truth is i'm really in very depressing and upset mood these days, not always but most of the time... again,the question, why? i asked myself, there's answer...but, to compare, question is more than the answers 10 times... complicated, confuse, retarded, feeling down, moody, and too much unspeakable hidden secret behind most of the thing...humans,feelings,loves,expressions,thoughts... Try to understand the inner me... who am i actually? is that all of my characteristic? waiting... every answers need a time...long or short...depends on when we reveal it...

I'll begin my other story about my life, sooner or later, just a notice, title: Journey of searching the lost piece , a.k.a ''the search'' as short title... it's almost related to the story i wrote before... hope everyone can wait for it and enjoy it... coming soon...

(THANKS FOR THE TIME FOR READING IT, VERY APPRECIATE IT...HOPE U ENJOY READING IT...><)