The Search: Act 4>Nightlife

Recently, i feel i'm becoming a vampire, very weak in the morning and very active in the night... Hmm.. is there gonna be many 'vampire' among my friends? Ya, absolutely, why? this what i called college life changes our normal life... stressing everyday and then rushing assignment here and there...especially for those lazy and last-minute people like me...as known as the ''super vampire''... can stay the whole night without sleeping...but, 1 important message to all, sleep after 2~3am is very unhealthy , don't let it be your habit, u'll regret like me, i'm trying my best to sleep as early as possible... Every night, i sit in front of my PC, starring close and slowly my eyes goes blur and more blur...alone downstairs with a dimmed light, everything just seems to be very silent and quiet....and most of the time, my mind gives me quite many inspiration or thinking during these time... Think a lot of things, friends,studies,assignment,games and love....being very very EMO at this time, many thinking makes my confusing and complicating... adding so much stress for myself letting myself headache many times...No strong reason...just... that's who am i and what i wanted to do... Being myself all the time but still sometimes influences by friends... Honestly, i still didn't get it, who am i really is and what i suppose to do??? I kinda get some part of the answers myself,not all, but i really can't explain it out....speechless..... ><

The Search: Act 3> Saved file

Loading...... Hmm.., i wonder...do human's memory had something common with the PC..? memory,data,files,speed,connection...and more... Nope...i won't agree with that fully... but will agree almost half... get it?? Nevermind.. I'll try to use PC computerize style to describe the life of mine...Okay.... for me..everything i learned or been through, will be file up in a folder, every folder represents what i do everyday, eat,bath,sleep,watching tv,sleeping and so on...make it easy,daily activities i normally do... And...some other files were kept in 'my computer' . There're 2 program inside 'my computer', ''Hard Disk C:'' and "Hard Disk D:" ...and 1 of it keep those file related to relatives and family, and the other file keep those file related to friends and lover... then...inside those hard disk contain files that contain data, and if, something complicated...it will saved deep inside a files containing many files that contain complicated data... erm...can get what i mean??... Next, i called it the corrupted 'recycle bin', deleting things or some unused data such as your bad past life... but, u can just delete it and put them into recycle bin, and u can't clean the recycle bin unless u lost your memory...cause sometime u may like to restore back into your files...Last, as for games and application in PC, represents your free time with your friends, 'yam cha', play basketball, watch movie, jogging or something fun... As for the virus that corrupt your life..that's your problem, and u are also an Anti-virus, u must solve it your own, why i say that? because... that's what u created...Damn it... i also not sure what am i talking about..lol forget it if you can't get it. Okay...that all i can describe... wait! 1 more, Internet Explorer=my hobby,parts of my life that helps make connect to everyone... and many more... OMG! what a long passage><><....

The Search: Act 2>Restless Tired,Very..

...Seriously, my eyes going to close soon, very tired...so heavy...every movement slows down, every action... Here's how my title explains about...

Saturday, full day working as part-time job at a big mall, what i have to do? stand and non-stop promoting, resting time, not short not long, and by the way, very hard to being lazy awhile sitting down, because for me, spies are everywhere while u work, so scary..lol Okay, finally at last i done a quite well job doing a not bad business... And then, go drink tea a Indian's Corner ...chatting and joking even it's a lame joke we just share it...after that went back pick my cloths ant went to my friend's house ,stay over 1 night...because tomorrow is a big day... 12 hours working+2 hours morning prepare+ 1 hour drink tea+ 3 hours night still online+ 1 hour chatting in room=1 hour time sleep and rest, cause we have to wake up early about 5am... Directly to the point, we have a basketball game at Times Square about 9am...

After we reach our destination... crowded... Darn, my eye can't take it anymore... dun wanna explain too much.. ..........(skipped unnecessary parts)...........At last, even we lose the match, we are still happy cause at least we tried our best to defeat the pros and spent time together with friends chatting and gossiping at there... what a wonderful day.....

Finally, after i reach home with empty stomach, i was so lucky to see pizza and KFC on the table behind, mum and dad out, that food was a gift by my neighbors, so good..lol, 4 piece hawaiian pizza and 1 chicken drumstick, phew...satisfication.... nice and yummy...

YEAH~! last paragraph, i'm going to stop ASAP. Good night my fellow friends...hope u like it....zzzz....Nearly sleep infront of the PC><...Battery left 2%...BYE~~~

The Search: Act 1>another life story again

Finally the heavy cooling rain with little strong lightning...stopped... My 1st chapter starts here... Recently, too much, too much...thing for me to think...damn headache, almost wanna drown myself in a deep blue sea... and those thing i think about, it's just like a very deep jungle with thick bushes and trees, thorns and wild animal, swamp and traps everywhere...my mission....journey of searching the last piece of the heart puzzle, location..., the deepest point inside the jungle...wow, god, i'll die anytime, anywhere inside there... What the Hxxx! why am i doing this to myself, moron argh~!! damn, assignment stress+feeling stress+confusing stress+complicated stress= Fxxking Stress.. Phew... sorry for those bad words... Haih, since this is the 1st story, i just describe what am i feeling NOW~! the next chapter will be a little different from this... Before i go, the last word in my mind now is "i watched the huge shady grey sky, i'll wait...wait until the bright blue sky appear, will i... have the courage the fly as high as possible with my wings or i can't even have a wings for me to fly...."

Another story...( Sorry for the long passage, hope u have time to read it..)

Hey guys and gals... it's been quite a long time i stopped update...something goes wrong with me between those days...forget about it... I always felt like...there's many thing, many thoughts, many words inside my mind, confusing me sometimes... so, i found some ideas to let myself feel a bit relaxing so that i won't overload my files in my mind, by sharing it in my blogger... and i...just hoping everyone who view my blog, will enjoy viewing it, read it, understand it or share some ideas with me..and that will make me very happy...

Recently, i enjoy being EMO, a.k.a emotional, why? because... the truth is i'm really in very depressing and upset mood these days, not always but most of the time... again,the question, why? i asked myself, there's answer...but, to compare, question is more than the answers 10 times... complicated, confuse, retarded, feeling down, moody, and too much unspeakable hidden secret behind most of the thing...humans,feelings,loves,expressions,thoughts... Try to understand the inner me... who am i actually? is that all of my characteristic? waiting... every answers need a time...long or short...depends on when we reveal it...

I'll begin my other story about my life, sooner or later, just a notice, title: Journey of searching the lost piece , a.k.a ''the search'' as short title... it's almost related to the story i wrote before... hope everyone can wait for it and enjoy it... coming soon...

(THANKS FOR THE TIME FOR READING IT, VERY APPRECIATE IT...HOPE U ENJOY READING IT...><)

The Missing Letter :16th piece (last)

........................................Lost.........................................for some reason.........will he try to search for it or forget about it....... he decides..........................cause there's an unexplainable weird feeling that this last letter had the secret behind.......reveal it by searching it, or leave it alone?...unpleasant feeling..

The Missing Letter :15th piece

To: "the person"

Saturday night...describe it as cloudy dark night and...full moon... Finally, he saw the full moon, it means the letter he wrote will ends and complete very soon... At the night, the air was very cooling, he sat down on a chair and watched the big bright moon, by watching the moon, he hopes he can see your face on the surface of the moon...and also listen to the rhythm of my heartbeat through the winds that blows by... "Am i really in love with her...am i qualify to love a person deeply, am i doing the right thing... i don't know and i don't care... i just try my best to wait for her...and i won't care whether at the end it is happily ever after or death fall in th middle, i just know nothing gonna change my love for u, until u kill me so..." his thinking on the middle of the crowded people... One more letter to go to end this story...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :14th piece

To: "the person"

Cloudy morning, seems that going to rain soon but it won't... Yesterday night was very cloudy too, hoping for the round moon to shine but it covered by the clouds, a little of disappointment... won't mind too much, what he cares about is the person. Is the sky different at there? is the moon same as here, didn't shine brightly? Hope the person have the chance to see the bright moon, even it covered by the clouds, blurred, the moon is still obvious.. also hoping the person can take a look at the moon and feels the wishes he wished for the person through the moon..." I'm going to end this letter writing soon, hope u will notice the presents of me at the end.., please help me take care of yourself" from his thought..

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :13th piece

To: "the person"

Sunny morning, hot but warm... Think that he should sleep early these day, used up to much energy will easily get tired, over tired without resting will easily get sick, after getting sick, he can't protect the person.. Went to the mountains today, fresh green plants with the softness of the wind blew moderately.. and then he lays down a big field, watching the bright blue sky, peaceful and full of hope... mountain, wind, flower, trees, lake.... unexplainable powerful aura... wait, forget to mention about the person..., who says...? its obviously described... those surroundings... he wonder... "can i use these perfect scenery to describe it as you..?" maybe... or yes....

from: "the boy"