The Search: Act 1>another life story again

Finally the heavy cooling rain with little strong lightning...stopped... My 1st chapter starts here... Recently, too much, too much...thing for me to think...damn headache, almost wanna drown myself in a deep blue sea... and those thing i think about, it's just like a very deep jungle with thick bushes and trees, thorns and wild animal, swamp and traps everywhere...my mission....journey of searching the last piece of the heart puzzle, location..., the deepest point inside the jungle...wow, god, i'll die anytime, anywhere inside there... What the Hxxx! why am i doing this to myself, moron argh~!! damn, assignment stress+feeling stress+confusing stress+complicated stress= Fxxking Stress.. Phew... sorry for those bad words... Haih, since this is the 1st story, i just describe what am i feeling NOW~! the next chapter will be a little different from this... Before i go, the last word in my mind now is "i watched the huge shady grey sky, i'll wait...wait until the bright blue sky appear, will i... have the courage the fly as high as possible with my wings or i can't even have a wings for me to fly...."

Another story...( Sorry for the long passage, hope u have time to read it..)

Hey guys and gals... it's been quite a long time i stopped update...something goes wrong with me between those days...forget about it... I always felt like...there's many thing, many thoughts, many words inside my mind, confusing me sometimes... so, i found some ideas to let myself feel a bit relaxing so that i won't overload my files in my mind, by sharing it in my blogger... and i...just hoping everyone who view my blog, will enjoy viewing it, read it, understand it or share some ideas with me..and that will make me very happy...

Recently, i enjoy being EMO, a.k.a emotional, why? because... the truth is i'm really in very depressing and upset mood these days, not always but most of the time... again,the question, why? i asked myself, there's answer...but, to compare, question is more than the answers 10 times... complicated, confuse, retarded, feeling down, moody, and too much unspeakable hidden secret behind most of the thing...humans,feelings,loves,expressions,thoughts... Try to understand the inner me... who am i actually? is that all of my characteristic? waiting... every answers need a time...long or short...depends on when we reveal it...

I'll begin my other story about my life, sooner or later, just a notice, title: Journey of searching the lost piece , a.k.a ''the search'' as short title... it's almost related to the story i wrote before... hope everyone can wait for it and enjoy it... coming soon...

(THANKS FOR THE TIME FOR READING IT, VERY APPRECIATE IT...HOPE U ENJOY READING IT...><)

The Missing Letter :16th piece (last)

........................................Lost.........................................for some reason.........will he try to search for it or forget about it....... he decides..........................cause there's an unexplainable weird feeling that this last letter had the secret behind.......reveal it by searching it, or leave it alone?...unpleasant feeling..

The Missing Letter :15th piece

To: "the person"

Saturday night...describe it as cloudy dark night and...full moon... Finally, he saw the full moon, it means the letter he wrote will ends and complete very soon... At the night, the air was very cooling, he sat down on a chair and watched the big bright moon, by watching the moon, he hopes he can see your face on the surface of the moon...and also listen to the rhythm of my heartbeat through the winds that blows by... "Am i really in love with her...am i qualify to love a person deeply, am i doing the right thing... i don't know and i don't care... i just try my best to wait for her...and i won't care whether at the end it is happily ever after or death fall in th middle, i just know nothing gonna change my love for u, until u kill me so..." his thinking on the middle of the crowded people... One more letter to go to end this story...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :14th piece

To: "the person"

Cloudy morning, seems that going to rain soon but it won't... Yesterday night was very cloudy too, hoping for the round moon to shine but it covered by the clouds, a little of disappointment... won't mind too much, what he cares about is the person. Is the sky different at there? is the moon same as here, didn't shine brightly? Hope the person have the chance to see the bright moon, even it covered by the clouds, blurred, the moon is still obvious.. also hoping the person can take a look at the moon and feels the wishes he wished for the person through the moon..." I'm going to end this letter writing soon, hope u will notice the presents of me at the end.., please help me take care of yourself" from his thought..

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :13th piece

To: "the person"

Sunny morning, hot but warm... Think that he should sleep early these day, used up to much energy will easily get tired, over tired without resting will easily get sick, after getting sick, he can't protect the person.. Went to the mountains today, fresh green plants with the softness of the wind blew moderately.. and then he lays down a big field, watching the bright blue sky, peaceful and full of hope... mountain, wind, flower, trees, lake.... unexplainable powerful aura... wait, forget to mention about the person..., who says...? its obviously described... those surroundings... he wonder... "can i use these perfect scenery to describe it as you..?" maybe... or yes....

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :12th piece

To: "the person"

Bright white sky with a little light blue on it... Have to say he's sorry again, waited until the next day only start to write it..actually will the person mind of it...is the person waiting his letter to response...unknown.. Another day has come, and it's already the 12th day he misses the person deeply... Yesterday, when he was sleeping, he dreamed... dream of the person, the scene was just the person passes his house and smile at him, and then just disappear when he wanted to walk towards the person.. A bit of disappointment but still.., that's more than enough for him, unforgettable smile... "As time goes by, as everything changes little by little, but my feelings for you, remains the same..., i doesn't know why..." from his mind, through the person...

from: "the boy"