Cold Suddenly...>.<

Suddenly... i felt lesser basketballer in the court...

Suddenly... i felt i'm going out lesser...

Suddenly... i felt i'm different from others...

Suddenly... i felt i always spending my time infront of the pc...

Suddenly... i felt i'm very very confuse and blur...

Suddenly... i felt i have to make the final decition...

Suddenly... i felt my handphone rang lesser...

Suddenly... i felt the life was bored...

Suddenly... i felt my heart was broken into pieces again...

Suddenly... i felt i became lonely again...

Suddenly... i felt my friends are dissapearing one by one...

Suddenly... i felt i can't think anymore...

Suddenly... i felt i started getting useless...

Suddenly... i felt i'm losing my bestfriends...

Suddenly... i felt i really miss them very much...

not only 3 friends going for NS 3 months, the friends who started to study also, i can't see them everyday again, not like last time, we are not studying together in same school anymore, i wish our past memory will never dissapear forever, i hope i can stop the time or maybe go back to he past, i really hope we will never forget each other forever...no matter where u are, where u were, where u been through... it's our destiny to know each other at the 1st time and becoming bestfriends...                                                                                                                                                                                                                             

                                   ~i miss all my friends so much >.<~

friends won't forget friends

We know each other when we schooling,

in the class,teacher teaching,we studying,

but sometimes when we tired,we sleeping.

Recess time,we went canteen, chatting,

siting on a long chair,together,we eating,

we will non-stop talking,until the bell ring.

Exam coming,we still make some planning,

during exam time, we will keep on trying,

even know the result will make us crying.

 

Basketball are the only game we playing,

on the court,we lay up, passing, shooting,

if the weather are prefect,we'll be smiling.

Every place we been,we always dreaming, 

until the day, we had started to driving,

in the life of us,we're still always enjoying.

Age of eighteen,most of us still on gaming,

including me,and few friends,often mapling,

if u know i mean, we are always ''killing''.

Days are passing, when we walking,

the clock is ticking, when we chating,

the wind are blowing, when we standing,

the dry leaf are falling, when we joking.

Tears almost droping, when i was typing,

when friends are losing, i can't do anything.

I still waiting, for the answer we finding,

even something life may be confusing,

1 thing i know most is we're still breathing.

Some of us will face sadness during loving,

but, true love won't so fast have the ending,

try to search the reason why u are fighting.

Sometimes, u had to know the true meaning,

and u must also accept what is happening,

because this are the reality world we are living.

Friends, are slowly missing ,

one by one ,they're leaving,

but i know that, they will not forget everything,

because we are caring and they are understanding,

friendship forever, that's what we are hoping..

 

Demon vs Angel (i'm demon)

Demon, he was a lonely boy, single for more than 5 years, always wishing for the same wish, hope tht god will grant him a single wish tht he wishes for more than 5 year...  Year of 2009... finally , god had gave him 1 CHANCE to grant his wishes , but, in order to make it come true, he must try his best to to gain it without giving up... He was glad to have a CHANCE, and tht chance ,tht wishes, is to find his other half ...of his heart... finally he had met his chances, Angel... Angel was a beautiful as the sight of clear blue sea with lovely blue sky and a large nature green mountain between it... cute and pretty looks are also appear beside the amazing sight.. She..had  made Demon has to fall into the deep river of love.. As day by day past...Demon always find a chance to chat wif her, demon felt very happy when he had a chance to chat with Angel... Even sometimes, she is busy, he also keep his word in his heart and find the other day to reply her...Slowly, demon fall deeper and deeper, just to find a single CHANCE... just a chance, just a hope, to be with her, so tht he will not be lonely and single anymore... He had to wait....and wait, waiting for her to believe him, to fall for him....even he think tht his chances was low, he will try his best to do everything for her...even tht the end was not prefect or he failed to gain his wish... he will also be happy for the chances he had gain...He won't care about how it ends, he just care about....''is there a good chance to gain'', to have his wish come true.... 

Friendship must be Forever>.<

   There's.....too many thing happened in the life between our friendship after the freedom of SPM...Isit a good news or bad news to be too freedom..? Still seacrhing the right answer.... Before getting out of that school, we all agreee 1 thing together, that is....''we will be freedom and happy after the stress, after the SPM''. But this agreement didn't last long, most of our friend had started get bored and tired of the holiday, have nothing to do, most of the time just staying at home eat, sleep, watch TV, play computer,and sometimes basketball...Almost everyday doing the same thing. What make us abit happy is when there's a function, such as go for shopping or watching movie... But still, still have to waste more $$, something like using $$ to buy happiness. But sometimes, happiness also can get it free when i spend your extra time with friends, that will make me very happy. Even know sometimes i had being a jerk, doing something stupid ,find some small matter to quarrel ,making my friends unhappy or 'bo song', i still always treat u all as very bestfriends.... Sometimes, i cant do anything to make u all happy back, and the only thing i can do is making myself alone and think about what i had done and maybe find away to say sorry... i found the reason why i always make mistake is because i'm the most, UNclever person, in the other word, do something without thinking, or maybe 1 word, stupid...i really felt that was like me... Too much to say...Too much way to express my feeling.. Too much description... 1 thing the most impotant is, i really care about friendship, FRIENDS are the most important thing for ME, so the last thing i hope is, when i did wrong, or doing some stupid thing, please forgive me , i'm really sorry, don't create more misunderstanding or bad situation among friends , myself also, i will try not to make it happen...sorry for everything that i did wrong, forgive me... I hope our friendship will last as long as possible , we are always traveling at a same ship no matter where we are, where we went.... friends forever~~

'LOVE',...is like a shooting war game..

 Wonder why love is like a shooting game? let me explain, i use... counter-strike ba, famous game.. 1st, normal one, as a boy love a girl = terrorist standing 1 side aiming 1 side, and counter-terrorist                                                                     stand beside him, aimming his head with a sniper, then                                                                              'bamb',head shot...

understand it?? same situation...ok now start with some com plicated situation>

2nd, 2 boys love the same girl = 2 counter-terrorist using different sniper, each aiming at a                                                                    different side, then the terrorist wondering wanna walk which                                                              way, left or right, or maybe top, top mean 2 also failed the                                                                    target..

got it?ok next one is almost the same situation>

3rd, 2 boys love the same person,but the girl only love 1 of them =  1 of the counter-terrorist                                                                                                                            using a rifle the rush into the                                                                                                                        terrorist base, when the 1st                                                                                                                           person saw the target he                                                                                                                                  reverse and only start                                                                                                                                    aimming, while he was                                                                                                                              aimming, his partner rush to                                                                                                                      the front and cut that terrorist                                                                                                                                    with a knife..

good describe right??ok one more almost same 1...k lets see the next situation>

4th, also 2 boys love a same person/same girl  = 2 counter-terrorist rush inside, the 1st person                                                                                          had already shot down that terrorist while the                                                                                          2nd counter-terrorist wanna trow a grenade, so,                                                                                      when he know his parther had shot that only 1                                                                                         terrorist, he let go that grenade (bomb) trow                                                                                           infront of himself, suicide...get off from the                                                                                               game...

ok last one, this situation almost like myself>

5th, a boy love a girl and that girl dunnoe he love her = a counter-terrorist using a mechine-gun,                                                                                                   simply shoot through wall, and maybe                                                                                                                'Am Kong' kena the terrorist..

Clear??? actually their are more example,like...pro ppl using knife also can kill ppl,flashbang can blind terrorist and bla bla bla, and maybe not only counter-strike nia...other game aslo can... 

                               (((lol, these days play too uch game nth to do at home)))