The Missing Letter :12th piece

To: "the person"

Bright white sky with a little light blue on it... Have to say he's sorry again, waited until the next day only start to write it..actually will the person mind of it...is the person waiting his letter to response...unknown.. Another day has come, and it's already the 12th day he misses the person deeply... Yesterday, when he was sleeping, he dreamed... dream of the person, the scene was just the person passes his house and smile at him, and then just disappear when he wanted to walk towards the person.. A bit of disappointment but still.., that's more than enough for him, unforgettable smile... "As time goes by, as everything changes little by little, but my feelings for you, remains the same..., i doesn't know why..." from his mind, through the person...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :11th piece

To: "the person"

Another normal weather....no rain soft wind... Tired,started to get tired and bored to write, one strong reason, seems like everyday just like the day before.. or as known as just like another normal day... Here's some sentence from him to the person,"Staring at the moon so blue, turning all my thoughts to you, i was without hope or dream, try to dull an inner scream,...walking on a path of air, see your faces everywhere, as you melt this heart of stone, you took my heart away.." a nice word of sentence from a song he just heard......

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :10th piece

To: "the person"

Grey colored moon and deep black sky with few tiny little stars.. Made it in time to write this 10th letter.. It's been already 10 days the boy being far apart with the person, won't mind a little cause he still have the person in his mind, hoping the person have the same thinking like him too. Today, just almost like yesterday, bored and tired... so, think of something that he can tell the person in this letter.. first word for today was.. ''i guess...i almost can't live without you, but dun worry, the choices are yours, just choose what's best for you.. i won't force you to let me be alive.." his inspiration for today when he think of the person...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :9th piece

To: "the person"

A soft rain morning with cold air... Again, he wrote this letter on the next day, sorry to say that yesterday gain too much of energy, felt lazy and bored, used the energy to sleep early.. sorry.. Yesterday was a too relaxing day, done nothing almost whole day beside thinking of you.. Until the night, had dinner with family with plenty of delicious food, but.. when he saw the food , the first impression was '' i hope that 1 day we can dine together, just you and me.'' in his mind thinking.. "Do you feel happy these days?" the boy waits and hope to get the person's reply in his dream or maybe in real life...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :8th piece

To: "the person"

Hazy night and almost like a dimmed night... Woke up very early today and had already started to burn his energy again.., trying the best as possible. Until afternoon, tired and bored about nothing to do, slept.. In his dreams, the story began...'he was walking alone in the forest, and suddenly, he saw a princess, was like the person, blurred unclear face, when he was running towards the person, the distance suddenly becomes far and far away..until he saw nothing, at that moment, he was sad and cried hopelessly, cause he had trapped inside the forest alone and lost inside the dark thick forest.' When he woke up after suffocating in the forest alone, he wiped his tears and wished that dream won't come true... "How are u these day? i'm still me and i'm fine.. hoping u are fine too", last small message wrote by him to the person..hope that one day the person will reveal this invisible letter and answer him back...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :7th piece

To: "the person"

A sunny clear morning... Woke up early to write this because forgotten to write it yesterday night cause of too tired and exhausted, very sorry.. So tired...because of burning over much energy yesterday... Yesterday, finally, had the chance to take a deep breath under the clear blue water, deep inside the water...he...finally heard his heartbeat..with a moderate rhythm...when he close his eyes inside the deep water and think of the person..., the person almost take his breath away..but..satisfied...even that he almost drown..cause at this moment, he knows that when he was thinking of the person, his heartbeat will increase, and that brings out the meaning that he had already leave a place in his heart for the person... He was hoping that the person will imagine about this letter after wake up from bed...

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :6th piece

To: "the person"

Almost the same time at the same place.... Today, the weather was very nice, grey cloud surrounding the bright star.., clear blue mixed the true black covered the whole sky.., as the cold wind blows by..he looked at the pure white moon brightly shines.. he thought for a moment and what is in his mind is.." your beautiful smile are almost just like the person.." the boy says to the moon.. Felt sorry for himself burning not enough energy today...hoping that the person will forgive him.. Lastly..one sentence flew into his mind..."even know that i doesn't know u miss me or not, but.., i'm clear with myself...i really miss you...". This letter was planned to send to a person, without an address...will it success?

from: ''the boy''

The Missing Letter :5th piece

To: ''the person''

Another late night with blur moon covered by clouds.. Wasting a lot of energy today,worthy.. trained himself to be as strong as possible to protect the person... Day 5, today, he actually wanted to gift the person a stork of roses with a small message written on a card, but..he can't seems to find a pretty rose to compare it with the person, so he rather walking around his house ,watching the roses and thinking of the person.. Tired after burning most of the energy...worthy for this 1 reason.. hoping that he can't protect that person from anything even sacrifice himself..

from: "the boy"

The Missing Letter :4th piece

To: ''the person''

Midnight... silence night,warm.. Disappointed day again..finally,he went to the nearest river by walking a long distances, but, when he reaches there.. the river was dried.. darn.. can't heard his own heartbeat again..lost, sad, disappointed, feeling down..'i just wanted to drown myself awhile to make me clear about something, why is this happening..?' the boy said.. How is life without heartbeat.. how is life without a complete heart shape..? how.. The fourth day had reach, still hoping for the same thing, will the person knows about this letter without address....

from:''the boy''

The Missing Letter :3rd piece

To: ''the person''

Few more minutes to 12, medium rain... Day 3, still thinking of the same thing, don't worry, will keep on the good work.. He, actually wanted to hold a breath in the cool water today, hoping that with only heartbeat, he can sense the person heartbeat..but..failed..can't find a lake ,river,sea or a pool nearby.. disappointed.. so, how are u there? the boy asked.. even though u can't hear and see the truth of the boy's heart.. beating..slowly...almost can't catch the last breath... Hope that one day, the person can understand and clear about the rhythm of the heartbeat..

from: ''the boy''

The Missing Letter :2nd piece

To: ''the person''

Night, not a cold or hot weather,normal.. It's already day 2, sorry for the late inspiration. It's only 2 day, had already can't barely think and feels the appearances of the person he thinks about, cause of distance, maybe...too far apart... maybe so... Sorry.., sorry for having a blur vision to think of you, he said.., never-mind, luckily,the boy had few of the person's memories, never-mind, he won't forget that person, never-mind, he will force himself and swear to never-ever forget about that person..

from: ''the boy''

The Missing Letter :1st piece

To: ''the person''

It's almost night, warm day.. A sudden inspiration comes after woke up in the morning on bed. Writing these letter it's to represent the days a boy being far apart from a person... not a very special person for the boy but special enough to let him lost.. This, was the first letter he wrote to that person secretly and without an address, hoping very much that the person can feel the appearance of this message..

from: ''the boy''

A story begins...

Once upon a time, in no where, without a time, unknown place, a young man...found an old steel box inside an old house's storage. Without waiting and thinking, he opened the box, no magical or curse affect like fairy tale, what's contain inside the box was just pieces of old missing letter...almost blurred and dusty..but quite meaningful..

LOL, just a notice..

YO! guys and gals, this post below is my 1st chinese wording post,cause i feel tht chinese wording sometimes brings powerful meaning n words.. hope u can enjoy it, and btw.. so sorry for those who can't read well chinese ,lol...>.

战!

''地球是很危险的, 快回火星吧. . '' 瞒喜欢这句的. .

我的好兄弟们最近都喜欢用这句话来形容一些比较特别的人. .

但是, 这句只是一点点的连关到我今天想写的话题. .

战争. ., 是很恐怖, 很残忍的. .

你不知道, 你几时会死 , 几时你会受伤, 有没有活下的机会. .

战场上, 快刀枪击大炮原子弹火箭等. . 随时都会击中我们. .

混乱的战争里, 有时误杀自己的同伴, 是难免的. .

但是, 这还不是最惨的, 只不过是混乱中的误杀,算了. .

最惨的, 自己攻自己人,背叛国家,兄弟战兄弟,或者是眼前朋友竞是敌人. .

为什么会出现敌人? 间单来说, 因为有了残暴的战争. .

那为什么战争会发生? 重点在这里. .

目地? 完成自己的要求, 心愿, 得到他们想拥有的, 成就. .

为了拥有一切, 拥有自己想要的, 他们愿意牺牲. .

就好像争霸一个大地盘, 一个胜利者, 一个弱者. .

最后, 不是天注定就是命运, 你的就是你的. .

不是你的, 一定死在战争当中. .

如果能在战场上坚持到最后, 你的牺牲, 是值得的. .

至少你. . 尽力了. . 再战场上勇往直前, 身上的伤与血. . 值得. .

就算我知道. . 我会因为快刀枪击大炮原子弹火箭中击而死. .

我都会努力的冲, 牺牲得直得一点. . . . 绝不放弃直到最后, 死的满足. . .

another inspiration...

Sometimes, the world is cruel..

Sometimes, fate is just a fake..

Sometimes, loves can't last long..

Sometimes, fairy tale is just a story..

Sometimes, destiny is just an illusion..

Sometimes, dream is only our imagination..

Sometimes, life is just meaningless..

Sometimes, unpredictable things happen..

Sometimes, people's attitude change..

Sometimes, we are speechless..

Sometimes, sacrifice are needed..

Sometimes, expressing emotion rocks..

Sometimes, miracle happens in front you..

Sometimes, inspiration comes in sudden..

Sometimes, time lead us to answers..

But....it's only sometimes...in anywhere,everywhere,anytime,anyplace...

appreciate what's in your life , chances, choices, path, fate, love, destiny, and your own life...

Poem created by me..

Hmm.... hie to all my viewers , n thx for the supportings, during these 2 weeks, i completed this 2 poem when i was free.. hope all my viewers like it...>

To be a success TEEN,

we must be KEEN.

Lots of places we had BEEN,

most of the places we had SEEN.

Plant the world with more BEAN,

so that we can see more GREEN.

Fall asleep in class we have to LEAN,

cause we don't know what teacher MEAN.

Always try to keep urself CLEAN,

maybe u will be crown as king or QUEEN.

(this 1st poem here i created during on my history class, not so well created i think><)

Controling my emotion i'll TRY,

telling myself i won't CRY.

I'm still a single lonely GUY,

who sometimes tries to FLY.

Messaged someone on JULY,

i'm so lucky i get their REPLY.

During shopping don't be SHY,

but just buy what u need to BUY,

There's a way to make food DRY,

necessary to take a deep FRY..

(this 2nd poem here i had this inspiration when i was bathing n created it in sentences when i wrote this post..)

lol.. the end, hope everyone likes it, i had tried my best in it...><)

late night wordings....

(try to read it in ur mind n try to combine the feelings when i wrote this)..about 3:45am, lately night, almost left me alone...at a corner, with my pc...thinking...taiping... clicking... (stunned n blur awhile) wait...on my facebook... bored of those quiz... very very tired.. but, my hand still wanna taip... nvm, just a short passage, i tell myself... talking too much about the word ''love'' these days... wonder why... again my head abit dizzy.. very tired actually, 'stop it !' my hand n eyes wont listen..continue... i keep explaining what's love for me in my opinion, someone agree, someone not, honestly, i just simply explaining it from what i felt the meaning of the word 'love' about.. in the other way the say, still lost n struggle in searching the true meaning.... wait a minute..making this passage as short as posible... okay... i noe tht someone or somebody keep advise me to cheer up or some words show supportive, truely thx to my friends, but, this..is me, i always always wanna talk more about tht kind of feelings n expression, but... i dun think much ppl would like to sit down n hear me say the whole day, u will get bored... whats the prove, 1... just like this long passage, i ''think'' ,most of them will skip read skip skip read... i can see it, its happens n i get complain from the post before... tht's why i said... .....stop! ur short passage becoming long passage d, i tell my hand... k, let's go ending... conclusion, even i still cant find the TRUE meaning of LOVE, but i can EXPRESS all my FEELINGS truely... its just depends on how the reader's response n understand about a long passage create by a guy during midnight... finally, i can rest... it's already 4:05am...nites all n myself...take care my dear friends...apologize for my readers cause my naughty hand taip so long until making ppl eyes blur><...